Huh~~ school was alright today. Me & Khy as usual memanat macam org gila. Reading her blog bout this morning makes me think, banar kali kami punya aura panat atu datang if we're in cool places like in the library and in the surau haha.

Tonight, owh I'm so down. I miss HIM so much and I miss Khy juaaaa..how I wish she's with me now at least I can go memanat with her and get over this feeling. Everyone is enjoying themselves tonight since the "tanglong" or kereta berhias is on tonight in Bandar. Kalu bukan pun durnag ke Bandar, they might be doing something else, it's saturday night for god sake!

Reading Khy's blog tadi pasal the love thingy makes me sad in some way, entah kenapa maybe I'm being emo tonight. Yup, I am emo at this moment. I miss shah so much, he hadn't msg me since afternoon. When I called him rupanya ya nada credit. I expected to meet him up tonight, I asked him earlier this afternoon whether he's coming or inda then he told me entah, not sure yet. I'll msg you later nya. but till now ya nada msg, urgh!! *karas leher nahan tears*

We had a small fight yesterday but we settled it up on the same day jua. So that's why I really wanna meet him, feeling guilty and also really missing him!! Where is he right now? Why aren't you texting me up? God, don't you know that I'm waiting for you?? Missing you like hell! Hate the feelings that I'm having now.

My aunt just IM-ed me,

Buda: "Kami di padang ne"
Me: "yakan? sama sapa buda?"
Buda: "ni sama drg buing ah membawa kanak2"
Buda: "ko mana?"
Me: "ni dirumah :)" (trying to smile tho inda ikhlas)
Buda: "nda ko k padang? c shah mana?" (she knows about shah)
Me: "hehe nda brapa minat, nda ya turun" (actually I wanted to go but as u all know kan~~waaa :'( and trying to make a guess yang ya nda turun jua)
Buda: "awu siuk sini. ramai urg." (wah! sakit nya hati ku!!)

*shed tears*

:'( :'( :'(

Gawd!! I'm so EMO tonight!!!!!